Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

it's never have been the same.

perhaps it was over-reliant, perhaps it was a routine.
but whatever it is,
sometimes i hope things weren't like this.
the more i'm deeply into it, the more i hate it.

i knw things can never always be the way you want it,
but sometimes you just can;t help expecting more.
even thou knowing tht the more you expect,
end up only hurting yourself.
i don't see anything so difficult for it to happen.
i'm not making things hard,
but it's alr beyond how i can handle it.

it makes me feel so f*up,
sometimes i don't feel like speaking any word.
or at times just avoid & pretend.
this is so much i can do to carry on,
i don't wish for a day which my feelings are dead.
till thn, there'll be no purpose
for anything to happen anymore.

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